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Sunday, February 15th, 2009
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Girls are so caddy. They are in denial and it's totally laughable. GROW UP!!!!!!!!!!! That's all I need to say for now...other than that...life is crazy but good! :)
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Saturday, December 6th, 2008
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i never post. i live with two of my best friends. my boyfriend makes me happy even though he annoys me sometimes. so excited that my last day at juicy is going to be december 27th. animal hospital here i come!!!!!!!! unf in january. hopefully i can pass all my classes this week and graduate from ghetto ass sjrcc. i'm proud of myself for what i've accomplished so far in life. next week hopefully i'll be the first college graduate with any degree on both sides of my family. i'm awesome.
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Wednesday, November 5th, 2008
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I just cannot believe the amount of idiots in america. get ready to watch america deteriorate right before you're very eyes. how can you elect someone in office who has changed his mind with his campaign so many times? his wife is so racist its unbelieveable, not to mention she is not proud of america....not to mention they belong to an all black church that hates whites. how can you elect someone into office that is going to raise taxes on corporations so theres basically going to be no such thing as a pay raise, or bonusing, and a raise on the price of product. I DON'T GET IT. john mccain was the way to go, and when obama fucks this country in the ass end even more....everyone will see.
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Sunday, September 21st, 2008
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First months rent is paid. Move in date October 1st. Went shopping today with Aubrey and Lauren and got a ton of stuff for my bathroom..........oh and bought another handbag. I don't give a fuck I won some contest at work that let me get 75% off any item in the store....so needless to say I got a $400 bag for $100...can't beat it.
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Tuesday, September 16th, 2008
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So excited. I may be moving on October 1st which is two weeks earlier than I originally planned! Also! NFG in Tallahassee with my best friends on October 5th. SO much to look forward to, is something finally happening right in my life? Possibly? Oh, and the sooner we can get Obama out of this picture my life will be perfect. :) yayay
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Thursday, September 11th, 2008
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Sooo I'm moving to Marsh Landing in a month with a girl I work with....SO STOKED!!!
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Thursday, August 28th, 2008
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yoyoyo i'm moving to southside/beaches area in december or january and i need a responsible and reliable roomate. if anyone is interested and serious hit me up cuzzzi really need one. THANKS
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Sunday, August 24th, 2008
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Classes start back tomorrow, which makes it offically my last first day at SJRCC! so stoked to be moving in december and starting UNF in january! i'll get my AA in december which makes me the first college graduate of any form on both sides of my family! AHHH work is crazy this fall is going to be school and work non stop. but i'm okay with that because unlike most, i'm going somewhere. I CAN'T WAIT
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I'm single. Have been for a bit now. It's what's best so I'm completely okay with it. Relationships like that ruin lives. I stopped that cycle...
ANYWAYS....
Something good is sitting right infront of me I just can't reach it.
I ate special brownies the other night and those bitches FUCKED ME UP. I love drinking wine and hanging out with my friends. I'M HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE. GAINESVILLE saturday to see one of my best friends who always never fails to make me smile.
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I'm finally out of the worst thing I could have ever been in. I see my friends everyday and we are really weird and love it. I still work and go to school all the time. But I'm so happy....just one thing missing, but its whateverrr. Anywho I'm busy being ghetto so lataaaa
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Nothing ever goes my way!!!!!!!
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i'm back to hanging out. i'm almost to where i want to be. i love all my friends, for real...they keep me sane. the rest of the summer looks promising. summer b starts monday. i'm pretty sure i did well in my summer a classes.
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why the fuck am i so sensitive to one person and not to others. WHAT THE FUCK FUCK MY LIFE
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I'm so sad. I don't know what to do about this situation. I know what most people will tell me. And that is my instinct move. But its so fucking hard damnit. I ask myself not only is it killing me, but i have so much more and so many bigger and better things on my plate right now why am i fucking around like this?!? I'm in school full time and about to finish my AA in the fall, and start UNF in january. Ontop of that i'm working two fucking jobs to barely get by. WHY THE FUCK am i being so stupid and let something else stress me out? i wonder who is the youngest person ever to have a heart attack from stress. i'm about to google it. it could be me.
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So today was the start of Summer A classes. I show up to my British Literature class this morning only to come across the sign that says "English Literature Has Been Cancelled". I'm not sure if this means for the day or the semester but this is supposed to be my fifth class with this professor so when it didn't say just for the day I knew something was up. I ran into her as I was walking to her office and she said it didn't make because FOUR FUCKING people signed up for it. This just messed up my whole summer. I rushed around campus all morning to talk to an advisor and see what I should do. Well it turns out the Physical Science class that I was wanting to take originally but was full had some people drop so I added that and had to pay another $130 bucks ughh. BUT Summer B I'm going to take 2 more classes, and just 2 in the fall and I will BE DONE at sjrcc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm soooooo close to my AA I can take it. I'm proud of myself and I'm just ready to get into UNF and get that shit done with so I can make the big bucks!! I'm done.
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I'm so sad right now. I can't stop crying. I don't understand how someone I love so much can be so mean. Its literally impossible to be treated well. My life is turmoil. I want to rip out all of my hair right now. What the fuck am I doing with my life.
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this semester is rapidly coming to a close. aka. cram time. ugh i get so stressed out around this time of each semester. i need adderol or however its spelt.
i miss all my friends that i never see because of stupid work and school ughh if its not one its the other.
on a lighter note.
softball game tonight for the boys hahha and i'm making a lasagna dinner so they can come over before the game and get some grub hahahahah i'm like the team mom sooo gay hahah.
summers soo close which means all my girls get ready for beach life:) and being black!!!
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Wednesday, March 19th, 2008
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right when shit starts to look up, of course it has to come crashing down
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Thursday, March 13th, 2008
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can this please pleaseeee be rock bottoM? so things can finally start to look up? i feel like i'm starting to slip back into a depression. i get to gut wrenching feelings when i think about things and it makes me want to just curl up and die. all i want to do right now is chug a bottle of vodka and pass out so i don't have to think about this stupid shit going on in my life. im 20 years old what the fuck is this shit another damn quarter life crisis? I NEED ANSWERS
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